Yel. 19years young. I'm not heartbroken anymore and I now know that love will not find me unless I find it myself. I don't sleep a lot like I used to. I stopped listening to sad music. I still get excited over simple things like a doughnut. I want to be a part of a faction -'Dauntless'. Hmm, My life's in a so-so mode right now.
All my friends thought I was a very happy human being. Because that’s how I acted- like a really happy human being. But all that pretending made me tired. If I acted the way I felt, then I doubt my friends would have really hung out with me. So the pretending wasn’t all bad. The pretending made me less lonely. But in another way, it made me more lonely because I felt like a fraud. I’ve always felt like a fake human being.
- Last Night I Sang to the Monster (Benjamin Alire Sáenz)
I am a pretty patient person but if there is one thing I will lose my shit over almost instantly it’s my computer/internet being slow my tolerance level is exactly 0 for that shit man I did my time in the 90’s/2000’s I don’t need any of this garbage