Yel. 19years young. I'm not heartbroken anymore and I now know that love will not find me unless I find it myself. I don't sleep a lot like I used to. I stopped listening to sad music. I still get excited over simple things like a doughnut. I want to be a part of a faction -'Dauntless'. Hmm, My life's in a so-so mode right now.
I like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days and thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings.
I dont know what’s with the song A Team by Ed sheeran and that certain line always pops into my head whenever its cold and rainy.
Classes got suspended on the second day of school and I was kimda looking forward to spending some quality time with my bunk of a bed in my house in the city but then mom got paranoid and made me go home to Cavite. So buh-bye for now apartment, see you when the storm stops. Im not complaining that much tho, except for the fact that I had to squish in line in a place full of people. And I’d have to claw, push through and literally run to change lanes just so I could get on a bus and ride the two hour drive home. Thankgod for my mom and she already has food cooking or else I’ll be really pissed off coz im tired. That’s it actually. I loooove the cold. And there’s this strange comfort and peace in the constant sound of the rain. Makes me wanna grab an old paperback, wear pajamas and cuddle a pillow in bed.
Sleeptight everyone, stay safe :)
Everything tells me that I am about to make a wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risks, to go back to where I came from because I didn’t have the courage to say “yes” to life?