Yel. 18& Barely Legal. Good girl with bad habits. A pessimistic optimist who's heart is currently broken. Milktea&doughnuts makes my life worthwhile. I crave sleep & music keeps my sanity intact. Good love will find me someday. <3
Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
but!!!!! this is so important!!!! this is such a potent metaphor for how much bad things are glamorized in our society like eating disorders or self harm and so you have these little kids seeing it made dramatic and beautiful and i just!!!! catching fire u did so good u did so good
Ethiopian girl guarded from gang rape & assault by three lions.
“The girl had been taken by seven men who wanted to force her to marry one of them. She was beaten repeatedly. Then the lions chased off her captors. The three lions guarded her for about half a day. They stood guard until we found her and then they just left her like a gift and went back into the forest.”
Then, Stuart Williams (the local wildlife ‘expert’) suggests that perhaps the lions mistook the 12 year old girl’s cries for a lion cub. Which seems awfully silly, considering that lions are perfectly capable of telling apart the gazelles they eat from their own cubs, aren’t they?
if fuckin lions know that rape is bad then so should you
I now diagnose myself with separation anxiety. Symptoms: fear, blind panic,being irritable, hyperventilation and such. Why do I have to deal with this every single time? Everytime I know I’ll be leaving for school and being gone for a week the panic sets in, the restlessness comes and everything feels chaotic. I feel like I am so unprepared and I dont know why and I worry for what might happen though there’s nothing to be worried about. I keep reassuring myself that everything’s fine and I could go home anytime I want cause its just 2hrs away for god’s sake but still deep inside I know I shouldn’t and it defeats the purpose of going away and living far for your studies if you’re gonna go back. But still every time there’s this nagging feeling and I feel scared and lost somehow, that the only time I could be at peace is when I’m here. Maybe its because in here I’m surrounded by everyone and i’m alone there. I could sit in a corner all day and be contented here than be busy there and still feel like I dont belong. I sometimes regret making this decision knowing that I put myself in this position and I shouldn’t have any regrets because I chosed this. There’s no turning back and its too late to come crawling back and i should just accept this.
Every time she tries to leave, the boy stops her, begging like a fool. And so she always returns, no matter how often she leaves or how far she goes, appearing soundlessly behind him and covering his eyes with her hands, spoiling for him anyone who could ever come after her.
- Nicole Krauss, The History of Love (via larmoyante)